| Yaschica Ben Y'Isreal
I know the pain of sin. I have made choices that were outside of what ABBA YAH wants for me and outside of his law (TORAH or YARAH). The law was created to keep us safe not as a tool to constrict us.
We allow Satan to let us think we are missing out if we trust in YAH's word to follow his law. Or we allow our flesh to convince us we can not live without a certain desire. I also believed I needed to be punished for the rest of my life for my sins and I would not forgive myself. I did not realize this is yet another tool to keep me in bondage. When we are lost in unforgiveness we do not approach YAH. We hide thinking that we deserve all of the bad things that happen in our lives. WRONG!
The word of YAH does not waiver or change. We are to have faith in his word. His word is everlasting and he has said the following things about my sin.
1st John 1:19 KJV - If we confess our sins he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness.
1st John 2:1 KJV ",But if anybody does sin, we have one who speaks to the Father in our defense - YAHOSHUA- the Righteous one.
Isaiah 43:25 KJV - I, even I, am he who blots out your transgressions, for my own sake, and remembers your sins no more.
YAH directly says for his own sake he forgets our sin. He created the master plan to send YAHOSHUA to die for ALL of us before we even had an assignment here on earth. He is the Aleph and TOV and he knows better than we do! If YAH said we are forgiven why do we think we should continue to punish ourselves! Let his word cleanse you with the blood of YAHOSHUA.
Accepting forgiveness for sins does not mean the sin was okay. I had a fear I would commit the sin again if I forgave myself. I had a fear that I could not control myself. I was correct. I can not control myself but God can. He gave us the holy spirit to control our actions and when we accept him into our lives we are no longer in control. 1 Corinthians 6:19-20 KJV. Only YAHOSHUA can change me if I remain in the word of YAH Romans 12:1-3 KJV
Crush the fear of self-forgiveness today! God has already forgiven you and will strengthen you through the Holy Spirit to continue in his word. Remember you set yourself back when you hear the word and do not accept the word. Hebrews 4:2 KJV. Have faith in the word!